I understand things about you and your life that I never did before. I miss you so much and wonder how things would have been different if you were here and I was there. We will see each other again someday I am sure and maybe we will find the answers we are looking for. Some things I will never understand but know that there is a greater plan and purpose for our lives. You left a legacy behind and a void that can never be filled. You were my best friend and my soulmate and I know I was blessed to have you in my life.