Papaw, the other day was the four year anniversary of your death. It feels like yesterday I was at your house eating brownies, and watching the Disney Channel, as you tickle my arm. You were always the person I could truely depend. Yeah you may be late, (all the time), but it made you special(:. I have a car, and a job, and joined the track team. I'm so busy. College is coming so fast, and I have been looking so many places. I just wish you were here to help me chose. I miss you input the most, and you silly little jokes. I would do anything hear those. I miss you so much papaw. Its so hard without, without you to talk to. There is no one on this earth that will ever be the person you were, and no one can ever take you place. I never realized how important you were to me until you were gone. I knew it would be hard, but I never knew how hard. I miss you being at everything concert, game, or anything I was in. I miss looking for you in the audience recording me, or being at your house making silly news cast. Or getting lost in Washington DC. If anyone ask me a favorite memory, all the best ones were the ones you were in. You made me the strong person I am today papaw, and I just love you so much. I tell you about my day every night, and tell you good morning every day, and I'll do it until i'm with you again. All the little sayings you would always randomly say always pop in my head when im driving down the road. Like the prayer we did every night, or the one where you'd say " whitt do you see that red sky? Red sky at night, sailor's delight. Red sky in morning, sailors take warning." Well papaw, prom is soon, and ill take tons of pics and put them up. i gotta go to bed. i work 12-9 tomorrow. I love you soooooooo much and miss you even more.